I watched this movie on Netflix a while ago I can't remember how long but maybe 1-3 years ago? It an LGBT movie and Im pretty sure it was in English but It might not. It starts off with a little kid in school and he sees that there are boys older than him bullying another older boy. They kept calling him gay and chased him out of school I think into a cemetery next to their school. The little boy ends up following them and when he gets their he accidentally makes noise so the bullies end up running away. He sees the feet of the boy that was getting bullied on the floor not moving and he sees a long metal rod/stick thing dripping blood next to the boy. He goes to check on the boy on the floor and screams I think. Turns out the bullies (at this point criminals) had shoved the stick in the other boys ass. The little boy was traumatized and as he grew older he kept having nightmares and then he realized he was gay. There is a scene in the movie where he goes to a house party and makes out with a guy and hooks up with the guy in the bathroom. He ends up stopping half way because all he can remember in that moment was the scene he witnessed when he was little. I don't think the movie had a romantic/happy ending. I think it ended with him moving to a house by water(?) with no one around him.